I still think about you, although I said I wouldn’t anymore. I just can’t deny the fact that I still have feelings for you.

"When you talk to that person everyday that it becomes a natural part of your daily routine. Then suddenly one day, it just stops. No reason. No explanation. They stop putting in the effort to talk to you and you don’t try either because you have no clue why and you don’t want to come off as annoying/clingy. You constantly question yourself why and what you did wrong. You think about it so much that it bothers you because it feels like a part of you is missing. Your day feels incomplete when you have to suddenly adapt to a new lifestyle without them. Then you see them doing perfectly fine without you. What’s worse is how they made it look so easy. Like you meant nothing to them."
(via bexpham)

I won’t pretend this time.

I miss her everyday. I regret the things that I didn’t do when I had the chance and when I didn’t fix the problems that should be fixed. I think about her everyday. I’ve been thinking a lot lately. I want her back but knowing her, once she’s done, there’s nothing I can do about it. I’ve been wanting to talk to her but I don’t have the guts and I don’t know why and I don’t know whay to say. Hay. I remember when I told her this, “Mabilis ako mainlove pero matagal ako magsawa.” and still, totoo pa rin yun. It’s been almost 2 months or more than nung nawala pero she’s still the person I want. I don’t know if I’m in love with her but all I know, this will definitely take a while before I can really move on.

Pretty face! I miss everything about you, literally everything. I believe in you and I believe that you can do all your plans and your dreams that you said to me. :)